First my friend A. (who is a nurse and like a role-model to me) was in a car accident, but is ok, and then my cousin C. (who is also a nurse, and like a role-model to me) was also in a car accident, but she is ok. Then on Sunday I got rear-ended, and I am ok (my car is ok too, just a bent license plate. I think my cousin's car got wrecked though).
Also, the week before last when I was leaving church, I had Jason Upton playing on my CD player, "the kindom of God is here!" very loud, and I was feeling led by the Holy Spirit, and so joyful, and was leaving church, about to turn right, felt so much like hitting that gas peddle, it just felt right, went to do so, looked to the left, and there was a car right there! so I stepped on the brakes... and turned down my radio... and was kind of spooked, because, I had felt led to hit the gas, and had I done so, I would have been in a car accident :( That scared me and went home, and sat in the bckyard in the sunshine and read a book about hearing from God that my friend bought me for Christmas (it's Can You Hear Me? by Brad Jershack).
Then on Sunday, day before yesterday, as I was going home - that was when I got rear-ended, and someone hit me from behind and we had to pull over and get infos and stuff. I bumped my head on the head rest beind me so I got x-rays today to check for whiplash. My neck is a lil tight and snaps and clicks but it doesn't hurt.
Also later that day I actually stepped on a banana peel. I thought that was so odd. When does ever actually happen? And the past few weeks when driving it has just felt less safe than normal for some reason (like other drivers doing silly things, and me not seeing people - when this never happened before). Why does God do this? Was He just preparing me for getting rear-ended, or am I being attacked, or has God stopped protecting me or something? My theory at the moment is He thinks I am older and can handle more problems so He is giving me more problems.
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