Pieter Mesu
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Joined: 08/31/2008
Location: Netherlands
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Posted: 10/30/2009 at 3:07am
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I know I have to keep hoping and praying, but I feel pretty used up (do not feel a masterpiece ), and the weekend is going to look like an endless ocean of time.
My MD won't let me go back home, till I start taking in medication, which I refuse, since I feel myself clear of mind and have the idea some opinions I have are related to my faith.
The same day the ambulances and police arrived, for example, the Lord spoke 'go, go', and I felt restless because of this. Since the psychiatyrist arrived afterwards (with ambulances and police), I saw this as a clear confirmation.
What I do not understand, is that last Monday my permission is diminished to leave from the building, I am not allowed to, except for the morning services of our church. How clear is that?
Confused. (paying my tenths, asking dayly for wisdom, praying the Lord will guard my heart, could pray more for others and do not always love my fellowpatients and nurses as the lord would like to see, but what is love, to all it means different implications or not)
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alicia myers
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Joined: 07/14/2008
Location: United States
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Posted: 10/30/2009 at 9:12am
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You will be in my thoughts and prayers Peter. I know what you mean by not wanting to take medications and trusting in the Lord. I do not know the extent of your situation and I do not have to..But, I will be praying for you...
God ways are not our ways, he has a reason..and we have to learn to wait on God and trust him that he is not making any mistakes...There is a reason you can not leave and let God have his way...He loves you and so do we.....
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