Beijing, China - My Miraculous Healing - Claire
April 23, 2005
I will praise the Lord my God as long as I live.
After the 40 days of prayer and fasting a month ago, my body became very weak. The school secretary scheduled me for a medical check up and i am diagnosed of a serious disease that might lead me to death. I couldn’t help myself but to cry when i’ve heard the result, my body was shaking and i almost collapsed. I did some research about it because i am ashamed to see myself in an unhealthy situation while i am a therapist, although i’m not working in a hospital. There was no symptoms seen in me, no pain in my body that possibly be affected. The Doctor told the secretary to bring me back to the hospital for medication but i refused. I told them that there must be some mistake with the test so i asked the secretary to make an appointment for me to another hospital and she did. After the test, i became more nervous as i read the medical interpretation of the result. Nothing changed. The virus is deadly. I was thinking, if i have this active virus in my body, i would not live any longer. I decided to stay at home for a while and pray. I was asking myself, How? Why? Where? and When did i get this? I always think that my health is okay.
I didn’t know anymore what would i do next. Medication? Going back to our country? Staying at home? I’m feeling so tired, that lead me to cry out a lot to God and beg of His healing grace upon me. While preparing myself for the next step, I was in desperate of His presence, forgot about the disease and praise Him more. 2 weeks have past; I’m still not taking any medicine. Finally, i made a decision; i asked my friend who is a doctor to recommend me a specialist for this disease. She asked me to go to the said clinic to see a doctor. After reading the test result, the doctor asked me if i could feel any pain. I said, i don’t feel any pain. He asked me to lie down for a body test, and, i was fine. He asked me, if i will consider taking another test, more tests this time. I didn’t think twice, i took more tests. They did ultrasound in 3 areas of my body too that might be affected. I was so happy and got tears in my eyes when i learned that the ultrasound result came out normal. The doctor told me to comeback after one week for the result of the other tests, I was like, one week? I asked him if it’s possible for me to get the test result after a day or two because i want to start the medication as soon as possible, thinking that the virus is killing me everyday. But he said that the test couldn’t be done for that short period of time because they want to make sure of it. I don’t know but i was praising God while i’m on my way home.. God has given me peace and assurance that day that everything is going to be all right.
Today is the seventh day; so i went to the clinic to know the result. kinda nervous while i was waiting for the doctor so i opened my Bible and saw again this piece of paper in it, “In the Bible, God is seen as the healer of diseases both in natural and supernatural ways and in certain cases allows diseases to our body, not to punish us or to give us sufferings but to lead us into confession” written on it.
The doctor came and there the Lord’s faithfulness revealed. “There’s no need of medication, you’re fine” he said. I want to make sure if i’m hearing right so i asked him what does he mean by that? I said, are you sure? He looked at me and told me, “your health is okay, you don’t have that health problem” I didn’t know what to do. I was crying heading out of the clinic and want to shout for joy! The Lord is more than miraculous indeed! His love is amazing!
During those weeks of being alone in His presence, i’ve realized my shortcomings with Him and to myself. I’ve realized how great it is to give myself a full rest and be with Him alone, because i’ve been so busy, giving so much of myself to work, busy with appointments and activities. I’ve seen those things that are happening around me that i’m not seeing before because i just don’t mind.
Praise the Lord because i fought a good fight of FAITH. God didn’t leave me in that moment of my life and He didn’t allow the enemy to rule over His temple. The Lord is faithful; He will never leave us nor forsake us.
May you’ll be encouraged with this testimony. Keep falling in love with the Lord our God!
“ I tell you the truth, anyone who has faith in me will do what I have been doing. He will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father. And I will do whatever you ask in my name, so that the Son may bring glory to the Father. You may ask me for anything in my name, and I will do it.” John 14:12-14
Claire Fababaer
cfababaer@yahoo.com
Location: Beijing, China
Website: http://www.bicf.org/ServiceSchedule.cfm
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