Posted: 04/10/2010 at 1:40pm
Its a great article and as always full of truth, and I do not mean this in a mesmerizing way.
In fact it was my practice today, lets not be childish and I asked the Lord for the living water and to guide me with His Spirit throughout the day and to teach me what to carry. When I walked down the stairs, I had a vision of a congregation applauding me when i entered my living. I thought: will I finally experience the joy of the gospel? and remembered some articles I read about prophets with good timings and bad timings embracing each other finally. I remembered the mail I had written the night before, namely last night, Friday April 9th and wondered if it had anything to do with TRIN.
I teared apart an envelop, on which I´d written yesterday on three different ocassions while playing the cello ( the Lord said go down and write something: i wrote three times, please help me to concentrate on playing the cello, cause everytime i play the cello, i feel most anger against my neighbors and start to worry, like if it is really anger against my ex projected on my neighbor and why HE always has to take the front door, while that annoys me tremendously) and i think I asked if the Lord would help me again, whilst tearing it, loving my neighbors and the courage and energy to play the cello.
Bc of the applauding congregation vision and the visit of the mom of my girlfriend, I felt encouraged to sing praises again in the morning, which I did, but .. still listening to the Lord, as in sometimes stop, bc otherwise the neighbors would start slamming doors and moving furniture again. :):)
I also considered the fact I had now sent my mail to a different person then the last time i sent the partnerteam a mail, namely this time it was directed at the mom of Mattheus van der Steen, instead of Anda Haagen. I thought I felt led to do so and it felt right this morning to have done so. I cannot remember if I immediately switched on the tele, but I remembered the often times in which I heard names of people out of shows, before the show was actually on, So I asked: Lord, you can guide each and every step. Which channel shall it be (after having led my agenda for the Lord upstairs, and of course, i had nothing special to do today). There was a show on I´d already seen before about a exposition of Art and it was presented by a person who spoke german very well, I thought about how she´d studied her german, by school or by herself, by heart. Also I found her a bit of a funny person, bc of her glasses, it was Margriet Brandsma a Dutch reporter.
The broadcast was stopped bc of the terrible news in Poland and there was an extra additional newsbulletin, bc of this. Much to my amazement the president of the Polish government was in the plane. At this point I do not want to offend anyone, but i have asked the Lord for a special event close to the memorial day of the Holocaust and I was wondering if this was the day of the jewish memorial day I cannot remember.
It appeared not to be so, after searching this online at my laptop. The event had to do with 1940 and some 22,000 people were killed by Joseph Stalin, a person of whom, like Mao, little attention is drawn in Holland, Europe, in general, while their deeds were amongst the cruelst as well. :):)
This remembered me of the times planes have crashed, ´coincidentally´ after writing mails to others. I remembered the Mom of Mattheus van der Steen whom I had written a rather optimistic mail, and of course my last post here on OH. Also I saw yesterday an extra post had been written on www.gebedsbroeders.nl, which mentioned the earthquake in Sumatra. I rembered the ´wage´ of the prophet (i do not know where this principle is mentioned in the bible, but it is a great principle in many ways, that the one who receives anyone in faith will receive the wage) and the fact the Lord had not told me about the event in Poland. For example, when the earthquake in Turkye was, the Lord had repeatedly brought in mind a Turkish connection from my linkedin on the same morning before knowing.
I thought about yesterday, when the mom of my girlfriend passed by. She and family in Spain had listened in faith when I told about sometimes judgment occurring. One week after last Summer, terrible explosions took place in Spain.
For me, fresh in memory, was my experience with the lady bug, and also the pillows. With the Lady Bug the Lord said, bow down, whilest sitting in the back of my garden and the lady bug came walking toward me, it felt as a great privilige (the same if with birds, which start after some guiding, basically the Lord is of course allmighty, a concept which i start to realize more fully then ever before). The pillows fell down in my bedroom while singing the first line of the song ´i bow down to you Lord Jesus´, on two different ocassions, it was the same pillow.
I remembered the confusing period leading to my divorce. Some of you remember I have had the thought I would be one of the endtime prophets.
I thought so, bc of special experiences, such as angels carrying the sun and the moon being moved, both after long times, of waiting, -knowing- the Lord would want to tell me something, aware of his holyness. I wondered often while I took the time and if had the chance to speak indeed, or wasted my time.
Now yesterday I sent an email at Miss van der Steen, the mom of Mattheus van der Steen. Their annual conference was last year, in 2009, on the 4rd (Death Memorial Day WWII) and 5th of May (Liberation Day, celebration, WWII) Heaven on Earth, in Zwolle. Also a different prophet in Holland, Josie Hagen, felt led by the Lord to do something with liberation day, during that year. The first conference I attended in 2007, was accompanied by thunder in the air in Zwolle, the Lord said ´waves of thunder´ ten minutes before the thunder started. I did not feel led to attend the opening. The second in 2008. I was not very enthusaistic, bc i was hoping for great miracles, but perhaps, i have to admit was looking for the wrong things. One good thing is I started partnering. This means a lot to me, since they pray for their partners. Prayer is essential to my life as christian. To me it is communication, though i say this with pain in my heart, bc of my divorce.
The people from the partnerteam of TRIN know I have thought for a while I would be one of the two endtime prophets-- together with Mattheus van der Steen.
I was, and am?? a bit immature in the prophetical. Because of some events that impacted my emotional life greatly, I searched and keep on seraching the Lord. One of the words I kept hearing again and again was ´tweeling´the Dutch word for Twins. I never thought of the twintowers, till I felt led by the Lord to respond to an article written by Holly Cawfield, August 2008 in which after the writings realized the connection between twins and judgment for America. I felt not very glad to bring the message, but since I was divorced myself and bc of the loving people of OH, I felt at home.
Well, some other events have taken place, such as the train exploding in Italy and the plane crash at the Commores, after writing a mail at David Wilkerson, exactly the day after. One topic in the mail to Mister Wilkersn was the fact that his message of urgency was dicussed on the following website in Dutch: www.gebedsbroeders.nl. The day after I responded to this message, meaning to affirm this, we had an earthquake in Italy, l´Aquila.
Yesterday I sent an update in general to the partnerteam TRIN. The people from the partnerteam are aware of the fact (what i´ve shared on this forum as well) that the grandparents of a guy by whom i felt intimidated died both within half an hour in one weekend during my stay in the psychiatric hospital.
Okay, what has this all to do with Poland. It struck me the president was a twin. Poland was ´important´ during second world war (also victimized). The plane, well before the plane crashes were ever connected to my person, in as far they could be prophetically interpreted, i had testified to seven people with whom i organized a day of repentance the Lord sometimes spoke to me by means of planes. :):) Also the twins played in a movie, in which they both stole the moon. In a sense, by the visit of the mom of my girlfriend, i was able to ignore the presence of my neighbors!!
Well, lets hope its all part of the living water. I guess i´m just tremendously curious to know whether i will ever start or ´have´ the workout of the prpohecy. I am sorry it must seem rather confusing. I have by means of telling this, shared some important way of living.
One last thing- Not long ago, I attended a meeting of Patricia Bootsma. She spoke at Youth with a Mission. Afterwards I got a mail, in which this message, an image of a kind of chicken (holy spirit) on a kind of egg was shared again, but also an image of Carla Kwakkel. She shared a vision of a dam, she received ever in Israel by a jewish lady. The dam was breathing in and out. The jewish lady compared it to the heart of the Lord beating for the jews.Some of you know ive written a message of complaint, and I´m still in progress with this, rather fatigueing process.
Before I ever had a chance read this mail, I had written on the website of www.gebedsbroeders.nl about the fact I testified on THIS website about the importance of celebrating corporate victory´s. The guy that wrote about celebrating was Matthijs Schenk, March 14, Dutch word for celebrating is ´vieren´. My respond had nothing to do with his post, but i was clearly instructed by the Lord what to write down. Besides, i had heard his name for many months before in the spirit.
In this reaction, I wrote amongst other things, about the fact that I was awake during the whole night, when in Kampen the christian family was suddenly killed by a fire. I wrote I felt very close to the Lord during that night, without knowing what was going on and my curtains were moving. It felt like the Lords heart was beating in my room- This was all before reading the mail from Dorien tHoog and Carla Kwakkel with this image. In the natural, a dam in China broke, the same weekend. :):)
The water is the Spirit of Christ Jesus.
John 4:13-14: Jesus answered and said to her, "Whoever drinks of this water will thirst again, but whoever drinks of the water that I shall give him will never thirst. But the water that I shall give him will become in him a fountain of water springing up into everlasting life."
John 7:37-39: On the last day, that great day of the feast, Jesus stood and cried out, saying, "If anyone thirsts, let him come to Me and drink. He who believes in Me, as the Scripture has said, out of his belly will flow rivers of living water." But this He spoke concerning the Spirit, whom those believing in Him should receive; for the Holy Spirit was not yet given, because Jesus was not yet glorified.
This is the time of the “Christ in You” people.
The emphasis in the recent past revival and renewal outpourings of the Spirit were sometimes referred to as the river of God. The Spirit was poured out in certain places and people went to those places to drink from the water of the Spirit of Christ. Often, after going home they eventually became dry of the life-giving water and needed to return to the river to drink again.
We have entered the seventh millennium since Adam and the third millennium since Jesus. In this new worldwide season the manifestation of the revelation of the inner well of the Spirit of Christ springing up from within has become an increasingly prevalent reality.
Drinking from the pure living water that flows up from deep within washes us clean of all self-life and religion, and fills us with the life of Christ. Thus, we are transformed into purified holy humble sons. The upward flow of Christ-life from the fountain within brings an end to our life and fills our being with His life (Gal 2:20).
This experience is for this hour. This is the beginning of the season in the history of God and mankind for emphasis on the manifesting reality of the life of Christ within His people. This has been available, but this is the season when many are now prepared and ready to lose their lives and stop drinking from the world and religion to fully experience drinking of the life-giving Spirit of Christ by the Holy Spirit within our beings.
All of religion’s form and practice is being dissolved from within us by the life-giving flow of the water from the well of the Sprit of Christ.
Discernment becomes keen and perfected in our purified hearts. Anything that presents itself before us that is not from the pure water of the Spirit well is immediately recognized and refused. Mixtures of water from sources other than the well of Christ will no longer be swallowed. However, the pure water flowing from the fountain of the Spirit of Christ in others will be freely received as the many members of the purified Body become as one in Christ becoming the purified holy Bride of Christ.
Revelation from the written word of God is vibrantly alive and filled with life-transforming substance. Passages that previously only spoke to us of religious form or traditions now become filled with light and wisdom that releases the order and ways of heaven into us. The true gospel of the kingdom in our Bibles begins to come into clear focus.
How do we come to experience this well of life.
First and foremost we must become thirsty. Jesus said, “If anyone thirsts come to Me and drink.”
Once, years ago I asked God how I could become more hungry for Him. The answer was quick and direct. I heard, “Don’t eat so much of everything else.” To thirst for the water of the Spirit of God we must stop drinking so much of everything else.
If we are drinking from our past religious traditions or “church” as usual and are satisfied with the form and political or social relationships of religious activity, we will not thirst for the well of Christ within. If we are drinking from our natural human intelligence of seeking knowledge and avoiding experiencing things of the Spirit because we do not understand them, we will not be thirsty. Similarly drinking from the cares of this natural life or the deceitfulness of riches or our past experiences or whatever we drink from will keep us from being truly thirsty.
In brief, we must willingly lay down our lives before Him in repentance for even the “good” life we have lived and leave it all on the altar before Him.
When we become emptied of everything else we make room for Him.
We must quiet ourselves and get still before Him.
Find a prayer closet or prayer place where you can be still and quiet your mind.
Seek Him with your whole heart, and commune with Him in the Spirit.
Ask in prayer and believe you receive when you pray, and you shall receive
Quietly wait looking to the depths of your inner being for the feelings and impressions of the Spirit to awaken and arise. Do not fear feelings and emotions; they may be touched as the Spirit flows up within.
Pray asking the Lord to flow revelation into your heart. Open your Bible and begin slowly reading a few verses. As you drink from this well the water of the Spirit will begin to flow fresh life into you.
Edited by Pieter Mesu on 04/10/2010 at 4:58pm
Lord, through all the generations you have been our home!